BB

 

Love indeed is a ruse

love has no meaning

except of cause you in Christ

i loved her

i did

finally, i gave out my heart 

i watched as i let myself go

it went against my convictions

my truths

i broke down my walls for her

walls that guarded me

walls that comforted

walls that loved me

my haven

my safe space

i shared

and down came the hedge

i was smitten

now i hurt

i watch as i'm replaced

intentionally or not 

slowly but surely

the demotion friendly 

yet painful

harrowing 

who gives a f**

guess i do

was i right 

i was

i wont sorrow

i wont despair

did she love?

in her own way

now we done

she's resolved

but me....

i build my walls

i mix the mortar

i heat till concrete

i fit the rods

with iron

with brass

i lay up

brick on mortar

i plaster

i build

my walls 

i lay them higher (babel)

firmer

fortified

cause

dark is love